Kinda recent. It was only yesterday.
I love playing with my eye color.
The jagged edges
- Location:Out of Cape Cod
- Mood:
satisfied - Music:"Walcott"//Vampire Weekend
Anyways, I almost got really sick a while ago. So I stayed home one day to try and get rid of it, and it's pretty much almost gone. Plus I have the Vitamin C cough drops that are like crack. Yummy....
So nothing really interesting is coming to mind about this week. That I feel like sharing that is. But seriously, I'm blank here.
But I do have a new idea. Now, I've tried writing poetry in the past, but it's never really worked out. I just figured that writing wasn't for me. By now I know that that's a lie. I can write stories, and creativity isn't a problem, just making it sound good on paper is my weakness. I've read enough books to know what a good story should sound like, and I try to use some of the techniques I pick up in my writing. It just doesn't always work.
Laptop dying. Insanely bored. Pick up tomorrow. Bye.
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Ok, I just woke up a bit ago and figured I'd finish this before I get to work on my author report. I actually don't mind writing this particular report because I LOVE Chuck Palahniuk.I'm finally done with Rant and it was awesome. I recommend that everyone read it. And all of his other books of course. But not Haunted if you're squeamish.
Anyways, My idea from earlier.
I've decided that I am going to start writing little haiku's (Partially inspired by Fight Club. That idea not the poems.) When I was on my way home yesterday I actually thought of three. They aren't amazing, but it's a start:
The rain falling down
On the asphalt and earth
Blinding lover's eyes
You see them and smile
Caught up in the moment now
Lust or Love, who knows?
Artist's rendition
You see it all the time now
Fake, but close enough
Yeah. That's all I got.
And I think I'm done here.
WAIT!
I have a few icons done. But I won't post them until I have a lot. Which will take a while. Two weeks from now we have WASL, which usually means no homework, so I'll make some then.
Bye for now,
Trina <3
- Location:A Jealous Orchard
- Mood:
blah - Music:"She's A Handsome Woman"//Panic at the Disco
Ok so right now I’m typing this in a word document because I am in a car on the way to Olivia’s so there is no internet. Because there is no internet I have nothing better to do than to type this. I was dragged out of the house a good few hours earlier than I would have needed to leave for Livi’s, because my mom wanted to do some errands and drop me off on the way back. Fun for me. I have started making the layout for Mariah’s Secret Project thing, and I think it turned out ok. I can’t give it to her, because I have no internet. I was just kind of experimenting, and it is my first layout, but I think I did a pretty good job. I totally just got déjà vu. Anyways, I will add to this later when I post it, but I am almost at Livi’s so I have to turn my comp off. Bye! For now.
Ok that was yesterday. Now I am back home, just showered, and awaiting dinner. When I was driving to Livi's I saw Mt. Rainier and it was REALLY pretty so I tried to get a picture, but it didn't really work. If I feel like it, I'll touch it up and put it on the photographers comm. Maybe later, though.
So when I got to Livi's there was only one other person there, but soon others started showing up. We played Guitar Hero 3 for a bit, except I failed some songs that I'm normally really good at because the orange button on Olivia's controller only works when it feels like it. That button is kind of important when you're playing on Expert.
So 10 people ended up coming total. At least, I think it was ten. After we got sick of guitar hero, we started playing DDR. I haven't played that since sixth grade, so I kinda sucked. It was fun though. Eventually I just stopped trying and danced around on the pad thing. I still failed. Then they put me on a song filled up the whole bar on the challenge difficulty and since I was doing so bad people started helping me and hitting some of the buttons with their hands. We were determined to beat it, so we had four people per pad (we were on versus) and each person had their own button. It sounded like giant popcorn was popping, what with eight people slamming there fists on the ground. It was really hilarious. It took us about 8 tries, but we eventually beat the song. We had someone film us, and it was hilarious. I think I'm going to put it on my myspace. Eventually, I might try to put it on Youtube, if Youtube will let me. I totally made a vlog once, but Youtube wouldn't let me put it on there, so I never made any others. I think I'll just put it on myspace for now.
I also got a video of the "Who Can Fit The Most Smarties In Their Mouth" contest my two friends were having. Livi puked at the end, though. Luckily I stopped the video before hand. I'm really crappy with a camera, plus I was laughing really hard, so it's kind of crappy quality. I need a new camera really bad.
Eventually the excitement died down after some people left. So our group was kind of cut in half. We just hung out in Livi's room until we all fell asleep. There was one thing that we talked about for a while though, but that plan is secret for now. I will not discuss it until after it happens. But believe me, it'll be hilarious. I'm smiling just thinking about it.
The next morning wasn't as exciting as the night before, but as the group got smaller, the laughs got louder. Don't ask me how that works. We walked into the kitchen, and found that Livi's cat had sat on the cake (on top of the box) and squished part of it. We ate that part. All of us went into Livi's room and played with her bunny for a while. That was hilarious because Olivia was afraid it wasn't potty-trained and the rabbit was kind of a spaz anyways. We played some Cranium game for a while, and then we took the cards from some other game and started asking each other the questions on them. According to Livi, the thing that a walrus, wild boar, and elephant have in common is a trunk, and the thing that a starboard, and two other things on a boat had in common was "spaceship".
Eventually it was just me and Livi. So we went into her room, messed around with some stuff. We took this little inflatable ball thing she had, and two falt wooden sticks and tried to play badminton with them. That wasn't really working, so we duct taped CD's to the tops to make them more like rackets. That worked a little better. But then my dad came, and now I'm here.
And I've decided that for my location, since I'm nearly always in my room, I'm going to have it be any location I hear about mentioned in a song I'm listenening to. My first one was easy. They are only going to be like weird things not like actually cities because that could be taken seriously. And I'm only going to do it if I'm typing in my room. So yeah. Of course I'll type the song in the music part.
So I think I'm done here. I have icon and layout making to do. And I have to fill out my reading log. And maybe type up part of an essay. And I have less than 3 hours. Fun for me.
Trina <3
- Location:In a room where it's 9 in the afternoon
- Mood:busy
- Music:"Nine In The Afternoon" // Panic at the Disco
So there haven't been too many uber exciting things happening lately. There was an eclipse, and that was cool. And I'm learning how to make icons using Photoshop. I've always wondered how, so now I've joined a bunch of communities for icons.
Anyways, Panic did this vMTV thing where you could meet them in MTV's virtual world thing they got, and I signed up, but it was really hectic so I didn't get to meet them. Apparently, though, Brendon spent his time making out with people, Spencer interrupted him by dancing on tables, Jon would have preferred it was in person, and Ryan was anti-social. But they left early because people were stalking them. I'm sad and glad that I missed it, but it doesn't really matter all that much. I have been going on the chatroom on Panic's myspace though and talking to people. I got to talk to Jon Walker and that was cool. Apparently Panic goes on there randomly to talk to there fans. There is someone that I talked to that everyone and me is convinced is Brendon. Ryan is confusing, because there are so many. I don't really care if it's actually them, because it's fun to pretend, and they must be some pretty damn good actors.
I've been getting a lot of pictures of Panic to put on my iPod (as soon as I find it) and to make icons out of. I love them. They're amazing. Their recent interviews are hilarious, too.
Anyways, I finished my "He's Just Not That Into You" book. It was a very good read and it really opened my eyes. The arguments they gave were very convincing. In honor of the book, and my current relationship dilemma, I've started making a list of my standards (guywise, obv.). It's kind of long. Call me picky, but I would rather have no guy than one that doesn't make me happy. And plus, after reading the book, I've gotten pretty good at giving relationship advice.
Olivia's birthday party is tomorrow (well, today actually), and I'm excited, because Olivia doesn't usually have B-day parties. She didn't tell me what she wanted, so I got her a My Little Pony. She told me the colors. It's name is Toola-Roola and she like to do crafts. She comes with Bunny ears as her dress up, too. I didn't know that you could dress up Pony's. I hope she likes it.
I've started trying to get in shape for Jazzline next year (aka cheerleading). I run until I get tired, and I stretch. I don't wait until I pull muscles or feel like I'm going to puke, because I don't like that and I'm taking it slow. Jazzline does a lot of conditioning stuff over summer, too, so I don't have to be in perfect shape by tryouts by the end of this schoolyear. A lot of my friends aren't excited about me doing Jazzline, but I don't care. They only don't like it because it's the "preps" that do it. Whatever. They're retarded and judgemental.
I'm planning on rearranging my room. I have it all planned out, but I really wish that I had less stuff. And more room. I like change. I can't wait until the concert. I believe it is 105 days from today. I made a countdown that goes on my binder, but it doesn't start until tomorrow. It seems like a long ways away, but the countdown fits on one piece of paper, and that makes it a little better.
My friend started this cool new thing that is a myspace profile where people can share their secrets anonymously. I've seen a few LJ comm.'s that are like that. I think that it's a cool idea, and I get to design the layout! I've picked out a few quotes and pictures. I really hope that people participate.
We signed up for our sophomore classes today. I signed up for Honor's Sophomore English, AP World History, Honor's Biology Plant Science, French 1, Health (only because I need it), and Digital Photography. I'm really excited for next year. I'm just not too excited about the workload I'm going to have. Well, I think that's all I have to say really.
So, goodbye.
Sorry if my tone in this wasn't really exciting. Sorry if I was boring, is what I'm trying to say. I'm really tired and just kind of...bland. I took a nap earlier and I'm always kind of dazed after naps. When my dad woke me up, I seriously thought that it was a school morning and that I slept in and was going to be late for the bus. I was dead scared. And then I heard my music blasting (don't know how I slept through that).
Oh, and I got "Rant: The Oral Biography Of Buster Casey" by Chuck Palahniuk. I'm excited about it, and I started reading it, but I have to finish it really fast for our book project. Which is due in like two or three weeks. I'm also excited for Chuck's new book, "Snuff", although I don't think I will be bringing that one to school to read. Or using it for my reading logs. Or showing it to my mom. Ok, I'm going to go now. I tried not to make this long. Oh well.
Sincerely,
Trina
- Location:My Bed
- Mood:
blah - Music:103.7 The Mountain ("Penguins" by Lyle Lovett)
That phrase has been stuck in my head for ETERNITY.
Anyways, I've been meaning to update this for a while, and I started, but then I got lazy, and my dad turned the modem off so I couldn't finish, and this was being retarded, and yeah. Too much went on for me to be able to update you on the past two weeks.
Let me start off by saying the Driver's Ed is the WORST CLASS EVER. Oh my gosh I hate it so much. It doesn't help that the teacher has that cliche monotone voice and they really do show those cheesy out-dated movies. It's kind of easy though. My dad has only taken my driving twice, but I got my permit! I think it's kind of scary that they just give you one without taking a test (if you give them proof that you are enrolled in Driver's Ed) because, yeah. It's just, weird. And yes, the picture is really the worst picture I've ever taken. Well, kind of. I still hate it. I have this driving game for xbox that lets you take a picture (if you have a camera) for your "license" and they purposefully distort it. I sat there taking picture after picture before I realized that it was screwed up on purpose. I felt retarded. But yeah I had my first lesson today, and I think I did ok, but I probably won't find out if I passed or not for a while.
The Romeo and Juliet thingy majig is finally over! Not that I hate Romeo and Juliet, but I got really tired of it. I wanted to move on. Romeo's a manwhore anyways. Shallow idiot. I hate the ending, but then again, who doesn't? We watched the weirdest movie version of it though. It was on TV one night so I watched it. Wow. Crazy. And I could never really take it seriously because it was so 90's and it was modern times + Shakespeare language. Strange combo, there. The final on it wasn't too bad, either.
Lately my parents have been "fighting" a lot. When I say fighting I don't mean like yelling and hitting each other, they just tend to disagree and get on each other's case a lot. I don't know what's with the sudden change, but it doesn't help that my brother is constantly in trouble at school. I hate it. I cry. Oh well. I get over it.
I hate Valentine's Day.
I wouldn't hate it if I got something from someone.
But I never do.
Therefore...
Hatred.
End of story.
This weekend should be pretty busy, though.
I think that I'm going to the movies after school tomorrow, then going home real quick, then there's a dance at school, then I think I'm going to a friend's house, then on Saturday I think I'm going to another friend's house. Luckily it's a 4-day weekend.
I'm really excited though because I finally got my high school schedule all planned out. For all the other three years. There are a few things that I am unsure about, though. Like I'm not sure which Senior English class I'm taking yet. Sophomore is good. Junior, maybe. I have a few different versions of it typed up with some electives switched around. I ended up changing my career aspiration after looking at the different classes offered and really thinking about it. I used to want to produce music and I had a college picked out and everything. But I thought about it, and it would involve a lot of learning different instruments on my part and I'm not very experienced in that type of field. Now, I would like to explore a career in either Photography and/or Graphic Design. I'm looking at various colleges, but I really want to stay in Washington, so my top choice is obviously The Art Institute of Seattle ( I love Seattle.) I haven't really explored any others yet.
Basically my schedule is a bunch of Honor's and AP classes, and my electives are all Photography and Graphic Design. I think I'm going to buy a new digital camera, though. I'll explore for those too.
The reason for my sudden change in career choice is because I realized that I love photography, taking pictures, editing pictures, making designs, etc. I'm better at it than I am at writing music that's for sure. It suits me more, despite my immense love for music.
So that's basically all of the important happenings lately. That I can remember at least.
OH WAIT!!!!!!
I TOTALLY FORGOT.
I'M SEEING PANIC AT THE DISCO IN JUNE WITH 5 OF MY FRIENDS AND WE GOT VIP TICKETS!!!!!!!!!!
*uber excitement, dances*
I can't wait for June 7th. I made a countdown in my planner and today there are 114 days left. When it starts getting closer (I did this last year) I will start making little doodles of how many days are left (the number elaborately decorated, that is). Part anticipation, part anxiousness, part excitement...part boredom, really. I really hope that we get Meet and Greet, though, because I REALLY want to meet them. It would make my day. And my year. And my life. And my afterlife.
I love them.
And their new video came out! I have yet to buy it because my parent's are being dumb and not letting me yet, but I will get it soon. Then I'm going to figure out how to make icons and avatars and...you connect the dots.
Well I think I'm done here for today. Mostly because it is my bedtime and I don't want to get yelled at. If there is anything I forgot, I will post about it tomorrow*
Pictures tomorrow* too. I don't really have any today and I'm too lazy to get what I don have on the laptop.
*Loosely translated as Saturday. Or Sunday. Or whenever I get the chance. Which could be next week sometime. Or two weeks from now.
Well, byez then!
Luv,
Trina <3
p.s. I was planning on making a layout for this and my myspace, but all of the editor's and code generators I used are retarded. So there, that's why everything is so boring. I have it all planned out in my head and I made a pic for all the background, contact table, extended network, etc. but stupid retarded...things.
*****EDIT*****
I just found this. It's an old blog, and I really don't remember too much about what happened after I left off (gosh this post is gonna be long). I think I was kind of depressed. This is from like, the fourth and the eighth I think.:
Ok I know it's been a while, but I haven't really felt like blogging all week.
This first part was typed on Monday I believe:
Ugh. Fam's fighting again. It's fucking embarrassing. Oh well.
Sorry I didn't update the past few days. I just wasn't in the mood for it. I didn't have any new pix anyways. Not much has happened so I didn't really have anything interesting to say.
Let's see, I left off Saturday. Well, for one thing, Hooray for 14 hours of sleep! Yeah I went to bed at midnight (stayed up talking to a friend), and woke up at 2. Pm. I suppose I should have gotten up earlier, because I was supposed to practice driving, but I didn't want to. Honestly, after the night before, I really wasn't in the mood to do anything. I was just kind of down the whole day. I don't really remember doing anything interesting. I figured out how to use my webcam. I messed around on photoshop and made this coolio alter ego mirror image reflection thingy (its on my myspace, the dumb upload thing still doesn't work on here.) And that was pretty much it. Sunday was boring again because I had to finish my homework and school was the next day. I got up a few hours earlier this time. Homework should have been easy, but I was very distracted. My hair was being stubborn, and still is today. Dumb curls. I did, however, find out that one of my neighbors, whom I don't talk to all that often anymore for some weird reason, will now be riding my bus because he is going to our high school instead of the one in the district over (or wherever it is). I won't tell you why he "transferred" but yeah, I'm excited.
So today, I didn't want to go to school. Plus, I had Driver's Ed. Woo. Fun. I now officially HATE that class. It's the worst. And I might be exaggerating, but I don't care. I saw a few old friends, said hello, yeah yeah blah blah blah all that good stuff. And then I saw him. At least he acknowledges my presence now. He said a slightly non-enthusiastic "Hey, Katrina." No eye contact. Whatsoever. In fact, he proceeded to look the other way. When you say hi to someone, don't you look at them? My elation at seeing him quickly died when I noticed this, so I responded with an even less enthusiastic "Hey". The worst part about the whole situation was the way he addressed me; He made it seem like it was his obligation to say hi, but he really preferred not to. Like he was only doing because he had to to be nice. Oh yeah that makes me feel WAY better. And it reminded me of how one of my classmates is planning on PAYING someone to buy me something on Valentine's Day, just so I won't be able to complain about how I never get anything. Totally defeats the purpose of getting a gift. And it makes me feel even worse. He's a nice guy, isn't he? Yeah, so I had to stand out in the cold waiting for the bus and I was already pissed off from what had happened earlier that day. Then I got home, and pounded on the door so hard that I hit my hand on my bracelet and left this welt there. So it took someone forever to open the door, and they only opened it like a quarter of an inch. That may seem like nothing, but remember, I was already pissed off. So now I'm in a huge bad mood. Ugh. I really want to make more little photoshop creations, but in order to do that, I need more pictures, and I look like crap today. At least, my hair does. And I want to make my new myspace layout as soon as possible and I might make one for this, too. So that's pretty much all I have to say. Sorry about the pic thing not working. This will have to be posted tomorrow anyways because my dad turned to internet off. So now I have to save this to a word document. Oh well. Gosh they're still fighting.
Ok that's that part. And this was today (a recap of the week):
Ok so I had to save that to a word document because I knew that I wasn't going to finish that night. Sadly, the next day, the power went out.
I believe our school was actually 2 hours late the next day because of the huge storm. I usually enjoy power outages because it feels like camping, but the power went out when I was in the middle of straightening my hair, so I was kinda mad.
And that's where I left off, obviously. The power came back on, I remember that. And it didn't storm at all after that I believe. The weather is definitely improving now.
And looking at my calendar a few things from that week are coming back to me.
We had this "Elective Fair" where all the 9th graders went up to the high school to go see which electives they wanted to take.
Total.
Waste.
Of time.
Really, it was just both schools all together, walking around in the different gyms. There were so many people that you couldn't really go look at any of the elective stands. I looked at a few, but I doubted I would use the choices I had. I mostly spent that time talking to my friends from the other school. It was hectic nonetheless.
Also, I went back to E-life for the first time in a LONG time. For those of you that don't know what that is, too bad. Google, my friends. But yeah, it was cool. Especially because the friend that gives me a ride, her dad has a 15-seater van now. It's AWESOME. So was E-life. It was good to be back. I hadn't gone in so long because I was either busy, or seriously not in the mood. I'm going to try to start going more now though. Now that my workload is lighter. Two guys there did this really awesome dance before it started, too. Apparently there is a video of it on Youtube, but I haven't looked for it yet. When I find it, I'll put it on here for ya. It's hilarious.
Anyways, I believe that is FINALLY all. Sorry about the immense length, but it's been a while. And as you probably already know, I tend to write a lot.
I already said goodbye.
- Mood:
relieved
Sorry I don't have any pix like I said. I ended up not bringing my camera because I wore my sweats and didn't have pockets (yeah they were poorly designed).
So I practiced my guitar for a bit before we left for the game. I wasn't sure if I was gonna go either, because neither of my parents wanted to go out tonight. In the end my dad took me. Anyways, I got the tabs for "Shut Me Up" by Mindless Self Indulgence, and as I thought, it's an easy song. I just have a little trouble strumming on only three strings.
Then we left for the game, me not knowing what to expect. We sat next to the band because that's where my friend's boyfriend was, but the guy I like was on the other side of the gym. We were proud that he got bumped up to Varsity, and I was excited to see him play because apparently he's really good. I can tell because his (ex) teammates from the freshman team are always getting mad at him because they think he sucks but really, they're just jealous. He was, after all, the only one to get put on Varsity.
Haha, boys. Haha.
The game was pretty slow, and our team sucked, as usual. We lost. But they put him in quite a lot and he is pretty good. A little hyperactive, but good. I like hyper guys anyways ;]
The only time I actually got to see him close-up was after the game. But it was only for a second at first, because he had to go change. We hadn't spoken so far tonight, just to keep you up to date. The only contact that was made was eyes for a split second, and only once.
So we waited for him to come out of the locker room. And waited. And waited. We were complaining about how long he was taking. Sadly, my dad was too. He stayed for the whole game, which I didn't expect. It was this that was the problem. I'm not embarassed by my parents or anything, but he wanted to leave soon. If he'd have stayed home, I could have called him to come pick me up instead. Then I could have left when I'd have wanted, too.
So when he finally came out of the locker room (the guy not my dad) he talked to my friend and we found out what was taking so long. He lost his jersey. So now he had to find it or else he couldn't leave. And the coach that was congratulating him a second ago was beginning to get frustrated. We figured that one of the other players took it to mess with him (he is, after all, the only freshman on the team), or he was retarded and actually lost it.
So far, we have only made eye contact twice. Second time the same as the first. No conversation, no introductions, not even a second glance.
In the end my dad forced me to leave because he wasn't going to wait all night.
Sad day.
The way I see it, he's not that into me. Or interested at all, in fact. To quote my book, if he was really interested, he would have taken the time to at least say hi or something. But no, he was "too busy". I understand how important finding that jersey was. It was his first game, and all, and they do have to buy those I think. But still. Nothing. Not even a wave.
I could try to move on. It sounds easy. But it's not. At all.
I barely even see this guy. I don't know why I like him.
I have friends on both sides of the argument and I'm uber confused now.
Ugh.
This sucks.
Oh well. On the way home my dad wasn't mad. He actually offered to let me drive home (because I REALLY need the practice as we found out). I am very glad that I decided to wait until we were out of town and close to my house to start. It turns out I am the worst driver in the history of the world. ( I'm sure that phrase has been used way too much) I totally failed. I crash in racing games on xbox all the time. I was nervous as hell too. I asked my mom what she would do if I accidentally crashed her car on my first time driving, and she said something really bad, but I don't remember what it was. I told her that wasn't fair because it would be my first time. She didn't care.
She still doesn't. Now I'll definitely get blamed. Now I'm kind of not looking forward to drivers ed anymore. At least Mariah will be there with me. But she can drive.
Damn.
I'm just gonna be bummed for the rest of the weekend now. Plus I heard my parents laughing about my driving. Oh it was sooooo funny. Especially because it was YOUR car mom.
Anyways, I think I'm done.
Bye Bye.
Sincerely,
Trina <3
(Yeah the 'add image' thing isn't working anymore.)
- Mood:
annoyed
I got that penguin pillow from my friend for my birthday. I love it. Thank you, Ashley!
So yeah, normal day again. The reason I'm doing this post so early in the day is because I probably won't have time to do it tonight.
Well, I changed my mind. I am going to type what happened so far today right now, post it, and then after tonite I'll type up the rest and post that. I haven't decided if I will just add to this one or make a new post.
I really didn't want to go to school today. I was really tired this morning, and luckily I got to wear sweats to school. Its part of my Leadership uniform thing that the class has to wear on Fridays. We got sweatshirts and t-shirts also, but those are both huge on me so I just wear the sweats and the rest of my outfit is normal. Fortunately it's not required to wear the whole get-up.
So I'm officially signed up for driver's ed and the class starts Monday. I'm going to see if I can do some practice driving (for the first time) this weekend so I at least have SOME experience. Even thought I don't have my permit yet. I feel so left out because like ALL of my friends can drive. Not legally, but they can.
Another thing about Monday, that's when my homework for drama is due. Our homework is to watch someone for 5 whole minutes and write down everything they do. If we get arrested for stalking the teacher said that he would lie to the cops about giving the assignment. I told you that class was awesome.
On the topic of stalking, today in Leadership we did a skit where I was a celebrity stalker. Everyone thought I was hilarious. The teacher gave me props for good acting. All those years of being in plays have paid off.
Today I had to lug home 2 giant textbooks. It sucked. I hate homework, but I am SO glad that it's the weekend. I'm hopefully going somewhere this weekend, like to a friend's house, but then again, that doesn't give me a lot of time for homework or the remaining things I have to do for my laptop.
I've decided to delete my AIM and Yahoo accounts. I figured that I probably wouldn't use them and if people really wanted to contact me then THEY can get the other programs. I obviously can't delete my Google account because I need that for this.
I haven't been on Xbox in a while, and I kind of want to play Guitar Hero 3.
Random, I know.
Anyways, the reason I am posting so early is because I recently found out that this guy, who I'm pretty sure I like (it's a little iffy), just got bumped up to the Varsity basketball team at the ACTUAL high school (I don't remember if I mentioned the dealio with our schools here: They built a new middle school and renovated the high school. Now the 9th graders go to the two middle schools.) He goes to the other school, so I don't see him a lot, which is why I'm not sure if I like him or not. There's other details, but I don't feel like typing them up. This is public after all.
Anyways, he has a game tonight, and it's the last game of the season, so I am going to go so I can see him for once. The last time I saw him was a few weeks ago, and I don't know when I'll get another chance. I've been trying really hard to meet up with him, but he's difficult. So yeah, this is big for me.
All of that totally goes against what I'm learning from this book that my mom is letting me borrow. It's called He's Just Not That Into You. It's really good, so far. I'm pretty sure you can kind of guess what it's about. It's mostly written by a guy, and he's giving advice to women who are dating guys that they aren't sure about. Basically he's decyphering (sp?) what guys really mean when it comes to the things they say, and he's un-mixing the mixed signals guys send to us. He's breaking down the excuses guys give and the excuses we make up for them. Like how he's "too busy to call". He says that if I guy really likes you, he will call you. He will do anything to be with you. Anyways I not going to breakdown the whole book for you, but it's really good. And by going to the game, I'm kind of breaking his rules about not pursueing the guy. He says that if he likes you, he'll show it, and he'll go after you. Oh well, I really want to get to know him anyways.
I've been going over the list of qualities I would like my future husband (a.k.a. Guy i would consider dating) to have, and I'm still not sure if he demonstrates them. I hope he does. He seems like he would anyways. I've heard a lot of things about him, and I feel like I know him, but I don't. I'm just kind of confused, and I hope that meeting him will work things out.
I might make another Vlog tonight, but I'm not sure. I will definitely be taking pictures at the game. And maybe a few videos. So expect to see those up. And since Youtube is being dumb, I'm going to put my video from a few days ago up on here until I can get it on Youtube. Hope it works!
Should I change into jeans for the game? Hmm... I'm going to redo my make-up that's for sure. Or maybe I shouldn't. Maybe I should just fix it up a bit. I mean, I don't want to look all dolled up for a basketball game. It's just a game. But it is the last one of the season. My friend that called me about the game said that HE was dressed up today. But I think the coach requires the guys to do that. Oh well.
Ok, my video didn't work. Ugh. I think I'm going to try and re-make it (like editing all the clips) again this weekend and save it again so maybe it will work. I hate adobe, but I love it at the same time.
And plus the spell check isn't working on this from some reason so sorry about any mistakes.
Anyways, I'm done here for now.
Sincerely,
Trina. <3
(I would have a picture of my signature, but LJ is being dumb and won't let me. Tomorrow.)
- Location:Forget It.
- Mood:
bouncy

Latest pic. You like? I thought my hair looked coolio.
Today was pretty boring. Although one of my friends moved back and is now going to my school again! We don't have many classes together though. :[ It was pretty much a normal day.
I should be organizing my Itunes library right now, but I really don't want to. Maybe I will over the weekend. The farthest I got was finally making a playlist on my ipod. I have concluded that I will never get the music files from my old computer onto my new one. I have given up hope and I won't put up with Itunes' retardedness anymore. Only new music on this library. The old stuff will only be found on my ipod. Itunes won't even play it from there. It's dumb. Oh well. I plan on getting album art for all of my songs, too, and that will take FOREVER. Not really looking forward to doing it, but I will anyway. If I don't it will bug me.
Another dumb thing, Youtube won't upload my video because it's the wrong format or whatever. That's the thing I hate about Adobe software, if I edit something too much, it changes the format so that I can't upload whatever it was to anything like Myspace or Youtube. I won't give up on this one though, because I really want that video up. I'll make another one tomorrow.
I might be going to band practice tomorrow after school. And yes, I mean a real band. My friend wants me to try out as guitarist. I just got a guitar for Christmas and I'm getting pretty good. I'm not amazing, but I have the basics down. She says they play easy songs anyways. Apparently they are just doing covers right now. She told me to look up Nirvana songs, which I have yet to do. I don't think my dad will let me go to the thing anyways because that involves taking my guitar to school and he probably won't let me do that. He won't wanna pick me up either.
I'm really just looking forward to the weekend. I really don't like this week because for some reason it's been so nerve-wracking and hectic for me. There is just so much going on, and so little at the same time. I don't really get it, and I don't expect you to. I just want it to be over. But it won't be until at least February 12th when Pre-Sale tickets go on sale for the Patd concert. Gosh, thats gonna be frightening. But it will be worth it if I get Meet and Greet!
Sorry about all the mistakes in my last blog. I realized after I posted it that I forgot to proof-read it. My bad. :/
So right now I'm just sitting in my room listening to Cobra Starship with my blacklight on. Because it's cool. And I haven't used it in a while. Everything glows. It's awesome. A lot of the papers on my wall do, too. Just so you know, I have a lot of random crap tacked or stapled to my wall. A few things have like ten staples in them, many of them sticking out, because my stapler was being retarded. Its mostly just random important things, dating all the way back to 6th grade or earlier I think.
I'm trying to think of anything else that happened today because I have to be off the computer by nine today or else my laptop gets taken away. Lately I've been staying awake to get things done on here, and I've gotten yelled at a few times already. Still not time to relax. Soon, though. Soon.
Yeah I really don't think there is anything else for me to say.
So yeah.
Bye.
Sincerely,

A little black light love for ya.
- Location:Where Do You Think
- Mood:
bored

Well, today wasn't as exciting as yesterday, but it wasn't totally boring. The pic above was taken a little bit ago, but I liked it, so yeah. Kind of a tomboy look, don't you think?
School was cancelled. Because our school district is RETARDED. It started out as 2 hours late so I got up kind of early anyways, and then I find out its cancelled and was too awake to go back to sleep. Don't you hate that? I had things to do anyways. I don't know why it was cancelled anyways. I mean look at our yard:
Not much, is there? Not enough to cancel school, in my opinion.
I'm still not totally done setting up my laptop. I mean, I have all the right software on it, but it's just not finished yet. I still have many things to do before I can just relax. My dad already thinks I'm living on my laptop. Mostly because I am on it like 24/7 now trying to make it my own. I have the following things to do:
-Organize my Itunes
-Put my pictures in Photoshop
-Get a desktop background
-Download some videos that I've been wanting to get
-Download some fonts that I've been wanting
-Type up a few documents
-Install Sims 2
-Get all of my email accounts on Outlook
There are probably things I'm missing on there.
So I got a chance to downlaod a ton of music before we had to leave for my brothersd doctor's appt. , but I didn't get to organize it all. And that pissed me off.
I may be kind of messy, but I need some sort of organization. I don't like having to go through all 1500+ songs on my ipod just to find one. Because honestly I can't tell you who sings some of the songs on there if I just look at the title. And I can't look by artist either because not all of the artists show up for some odd reason. I'm not even gonna talk about albums.
That's why I make so many playlists, and I'm constantly changing them.
But I dealt with it while we were out and about in Tumwater and such. I was just kind of tagging along with my bro and dad. Here's me freezing in the car.
Yeah I was pretty bored. But since I was stuck in the car, I decided to make my first vlog! You can check it out over at my youtube - TrinaLeAnne.
or search for OMGZ it's Trina!
Here's my doodles from the vid in case you couldn't read them:
I guess they're still kind of hard to read.
How do you like my third grade sun?
And i thought I had amazing timing when in the video, I moved the camera to look at the Panic lyrics right as that part of the song came on. It was cool.
We stopped at a Big 5 so I could get some snowboarding gear because I'm gonna get lessons soon! I've always wanted to learn how to skateboard or snowboard; for some reason I like that idea better than skiing. I got these really awesome pants and goggles.
When we got home I came straight to my laptop and am currently indulging in my newly downloaded music (currently Regina Spektor.)
I also took a shot at editing a video for the first time and was successful. My laptop came with Adobe Premiere Elements, and its a really easy program to use. I'm glad for that.
I did some exploring too and found that there is separate VIP presale tickets for Panic at the Disco's tour, AND I AM SOOOOO GETTING THEM. They only cost 30$ more and you get early entry, a t-shirt, and Meet and Greet. I have always wanted to meet them. And now I might have a chance! But there is a slim chance that the friends I take will get VIP, which is sad.
Well I just took a huge break from typing to do a bunch of photo stuff and now I've lost my train of thought. I can't think of anything else to say, so I guess I'll just leave off here. Hope you enjoyed!
Sincerely,
- Location:My room. Again.
- Mood:
exhausted - Music:Regina Spektor
Well hi there!
I've been wanting to get a livejournal for a while but I haven't decided to actually get one until now.
This will kind of just be like an intro post thing and then the real stuff will start later.
Or right now. I haven't decided. Sorry if I'm kinda boring. If that's true, then you should probably stop reading this. I will try to update frequently.
Anyways...
If you want to get in touch with me I have MSN, AIM, Myspace, Xbox Live, various email addresses, and a Youtube account (TrinaLeAnne is the username). So just find me on one of those and, yeah. I think you get it. Message for any info you need.
Well now that that's done, these last few days have been very eventful. The whole reason I finally decided to get a blog is because I finally got a brand spankin' new LAPTOP!
Yeah it's pretty much the coolest thing EVER. I've spent the past few days installing all this different stuff on it and I'm very close to being done. Just a few things left to customize and voila!
Also, I was freaking out earlier because Panic at the Disco (for those of you that don't know me, they are my FAVORITE band in the whole entire Universe. Yeah, they rock.) released a new single finally and I LOVE it. And there new album, Pretty. Odd., is finally available for Pre-order. So I went to the site and found out that there is a DELUXE EDITION! It comes with all of this totally awesome stuff and I really really wanted to get it (to add to my collection). When I tried to buy it, however, it said OUT OF STOCK. *Devastation* There was only 10,000 copies so, obviously, I was mortified and deeply worried that I had missed my chance. That was yesterday. I tried it again today and after about 431097491935t19374 tries I got through and bought it. It also came with a discount on The Hush Sound's new album (love them too.) So now I'm uber stoked to get it in March and it even came with a free t-shirt! Sadly they didn't have my size, so i had to get the size slightly bigger :[. Oh well.
Its the start of the new semester at school, and it's not very exciting. I now have drama as my new elective, and so far its a really awesome class. The teacher is really cool. I knew I would like it anyways because I have done lots of drama productions before. We aren't putting on a play in the class or anything, but it should be cool anyways. My other new class is Integrated Science, which is essentially chemistry and physics, which is essentially everything we learned in like seventh grade, only more elaborate. I don't understand why they don't just teach everything one year, and then we move on to another subject the next. Every year is the same stuff, only in a bit more detail. The academic system is retarded. Science is still fun though. The teacher has talkative kids go over and be "Safety Observers" (they watch the fire extinguisher to make sure its always "green and fully charged") as punishment. My last teacher was cooler than the one I have now, but I think I will like this class more. The teacher we have now is a student teacher instead of the one that used to teach the class, who was, according to everyone who had him, totally awesome. So yeah, it kinda sucks,, but I'm fine with it.
Another thing that I'm excited about is that I am possibly going to go get my learner's permit tomorrow, and I start driver's ed next Monday. Now, I, unlike many people my age, have never driven a day in my life. All I have to go off of is this Driver's Manual thing, but that only teaches me the rules of the road, so I guess it doesn't count. I can't wait to drive though. Apparently I'm getting my mom's car instead of a new one, but I'm ok with that because she has a hybrid in a pretty color, which is probably what I would've bought anyways. Not that I have the money for a car, that is.
Also, come June 7th, I'm seeing Panic at the Disco in concert for the THIRD TIME IN A ROW!!! I can't wait. Really. I'm not quite sure whose going with me this time. I try to take a different group of friends each time. And this time I am definitely bringing my camera and USING IT. And I am really hoping for meet and greet passes. I've tried for them in the past, and failed. Third time's the charm, right?
Well, that's pretty much all I have to say right now. I think I'm gonna make my first vlog to put on Youtube now. Or maybe I'll do a little writing. This was kind of a long post, but expect that from me. I get kind of carried away when it comes to writing. Ask my friends. And sorry for the excessive use of CAPS. I guess I get carried away there too. And sorry for my rambling, if its boring to you. And sorry for the excessive apologies. OK, I'm done now.
Until next time,
Trina
P.S. In future posts I will be including pictures, but since this is my first and I'm still new to all of this, I decided to let it go for today.
- Location:My room, on my bed, at my laptop.
- Mood:artistic
